Here's a story about Me,
Living in the lonely world ,
A hidden secret, A quiet area,
A story regarding me n him.

Well, I'm married to him since '07,
And we been together since '04,
But he don't understand me,
He is always too busy working,
And what he always did was neglect me,

Tears which are flowing,
Words which are hurting,
Heart which are bleeding,

Will stop now.

Since I had choosen this path,
I won't regret,
Please be with me

And I just want you to know,
No matter who you are,
I'll still love you.


PROFILEY

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This is all about 'FioNNicH'. A combination of 2 humans. Fiona Go, a lady born in 28 October 1988 Nich Lee, a man born in 14 May 1979.

DESIRES for 2011!Y

- A new family member
- Slim d0wn!!
- haVe loTs of time with mR Lee
- Grant mR Lee's Wish
- Trip to Taiwan for Honeymoon
- Trip to GuanDao
- 0.5carat Diamond Ring
- Wedding photoshoot @Korea
- Gucci bag & wallet
- iPhone4(White)

EXITSY

YunYun.
XiangLing.
Winni.
JiaHui.
YiXuan.
XiangQi.
XiangBei.
Reena.
Kim.
Serene.

SHOPPINGY

JuzBeez.

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My SongsY


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Saturday, 27 February 2010
3:31 pm

Wow.. Time passes damn fast.. 不知不觉到了正月十四.. Tml will be 十五 and that's the end of our CNY 2o10..

Went prawning wif mR Lee at Bishan again.. Luck not bad.. Gt 23 prawns.. Caught a super big prawn can see from e pictures below.. Small, Medium, Xtra-Large.. Haha..


This 'Xtra- Large' prawn is caught by accident as my hook tangle wif e prawn's crawl and pull it up usin my full strength.. So scare it drop half way. Upon reaching e shore, my string of my rod gt tangle up wif e person's string beside us as he also caught 1 prawn(tink e prawn dancing lah).. Haha.. Woohoo!! Usually catch de prawn is e 'Medium' size veri rare gt 'Xtra-Large' de.. So tink I'm still counted lucky bah..
I'm always e one prawning n mR Lee sit beside help me tk out e prawn sumtimes my luck nt tat good will pass to him loh.. As result ytd, my luck is better.. Wahaha.. Ytd seems like he nt tat patient in catchin e prawn wif e hook but patient by catching it using the net loh..
As sum prawns will swim up or cling to e wall n that's wat mR Lee interested in!! Haha.. All learn from e customer there de.. But some customer use bare hands to catch.. Dun tink mR Lee gt e 勇气 loh.. Time up at 4.45am reached home at 5.35am.. While mR Lee is bathing, I'm already meeting up 周公for a chess play liao.. Zzzz.. *Yawn* mY mR Lee so po0R thinG had to woke up @ 9am to wrk.. =(

Anyway, 2nite going to mR Lee friend's hse again.. Shld noe do wat loh.. Hope to earn back all the $$ spend for CNY.. Please WisH me n mR Lee LucK !!!!!! Thks =)

Waiting for mR Lee to cum baCk.. 5hRs moRe t0 go...
That's all for 2day.. =) bYebYe!!
*laDy luCk! plS be wiF mE* =)



Tuesday, 23 February 2010
10:56 am

Saturday, 初七 went Suntec for the wedding festival exhibition.. While we passing thru, all their salesperson pull us to their stall turn by turn.. See til I dizzy ar.. Sum of their photo shoot is nice sum is e gown nice.. But I came pass tis 2 bridal stalls which I tink not bad.. 'White Link'(Their gown is what I like) and 'Golden Horse Award' (I like their scene). Due to mR Lee still have places to rush, we took sum of their brochure from them and left .

Below are sum gowns that I like..
(Gown from 'The Feline Bridal')
(Gown from 'The Feline Bridal')

(Gown from 'Bliss Bridal Creations')

This dress.. Not e pose hor..

(Gown from 'Bliss Bridal Creations')

(Gown From 'Golden Horse Awards')

After that we went to mR Lee de friend's hse at Lentor Drive for a gathering n gambling.. Reached mR Lee's hse around 6am le.. So tired.. *Yawn*

Sunday, 初八, ard 10am.. We awaken by mR Lee's phone!! Kao.. It's mR Lee's mum.. Wake us up to drive them over to Jurong West 大伯公 pray 太岁.. But mR Lee went back to slp straight after hanging up the phone.. Drag til ard 1pm, my mil called again.. I was like 'Cnt e brother send them over?? We came bk only at 6am leh.. Still wanted to slp more dun wan to go out..' But mR Lee had no choice but to wake up n send them to pray..

Ard 4pm, mR Lee came back.. Telling me alot of interesting things happened in e temple.. And buy me roasted duck rice for me.. =)

After finishing my food, they started their gamble stall again.. But mR Lee said this army friend jio him to his hse to gather.. I was like ' huh?? raining so heavily still wan go out.. And I was winning $$ leh.. can dun go ??' he gv me tat look again.. Say he promise his friend liao cannot dun go.. den no choice loh.. 'LL' go bath.. After that we went downstairs to get our car and it seems like the rain is getting bigger n bigger.. I convince him not to go his friend hse at bedok as his car 'koyat' de.. Scare spoilt half way den make us til veri 狼狈 I dun like.. By den he was abit 动摇 den I continue to convince him and after 10mins, mR Lee was convinced !! Oh Yeah !! In the end, we decided to go Bukit Timah Shopping Centre walk walk but our main objective is to eat Subway!! Hahaha.. Went back to mR Lee's hse ard 8pm and his mum were preparing to pray 天宫at 11pm+.. After praying we start our gamble again.. But mR Lee cant 'tahan' so after he bath, he went back his room and lie flat on his bed leavin outside.. I was also veri tired leh.. So, I managed to escape to mR Lee's room when my mil went downstairs to burn e joss paper.. As mR Lee predicted!! We cant managed to wake up on Monday !! Haha.. Rushed back to my home and mR Lee went out after changing clothes as for me, went bk Zzzz after mR Lee went out.. I have to get bk to slp nw.. byebye..



Wednesday, 17 February 2010
5:28 pm

Monday, 大年初二 is an unforgetable unlucky day in 2o1o!! Feel so tired n stupid.. Firstly, me, my family n mR Lee went to my granny's hse. My mum forgot to bring her hp which makes everything crop up.. Planned to go my 二姨's hse after that but she's not ard.. Next, we decided to visit my 干妈 @ Mayflower as my dad say she will be there but she's not.. We thought tat she mite be home already so we decided to go her hse in yishun.. After going round n round looking for her block, we saw her car @ e carpark so my mum tot tat she will b @ home so we went up her unit, she's not ard!! Arrgghhh.. Eat enuff of 闭门根already!! But tat is not all.. After yishun we went Sembawang God Of Wealth Temple again as my mum cnt make it to pray 太岁on 初一 so we went again on 初二.. After alighting my parents, MY CAR SPOILT @ THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!! Wah kao!!!! Feel so suay man!! Tried to call my servicing company but they cnt do anything but to ask e tow service to tow my car over their workshop.. My parents, mR Lee n me call cab over n reached my hse at $9.70.. So heart pain man.. mR Lee damn angry n fraustrated loh!!


Tuesday, 初三 woke up in e noon when my 干妈 came over to my hse.. Felt so tired but accompanied them to play mahjong til 4.30pm as 6pm my mum, mR Lee n me have to reach 牛车水人民剧场 to mit my dad and mR Lee's family for a show ‘尘封岁月2010年新春贺岁演唱会’so boring til like hell.. Dun even noe who is who.. Haha..

Felt aslp when they start 京剧(chinese Opera).. ZzzzZzz.. After that, mR Lee fetched my parents home liao we went back to his hse as he asked his friend to go his hse gamble.. I lost $90 as mR Lee lost $200+ in skp so sad !! At first I win de leh who knows.. .. .. Arrgghhh..

Wednesday, 初四 the best day in CNY.. Stayed @ hm the whole day with mR Lee by my side.. Slack til 4pm den go eat our first meal.. Haha.. Trying to get my sleep back.. But it seems like I getting more tired.. Haha.. ZzzzZzz *Yawn* getting back to slp again.. Gd Nitez !!



Monday, 15 February 2010
1:36 am

Happy new year & Valentines' Day 2o1o!!!!!!

Woohoo.. Had my best valentines' day tis year.. Finally saw mR Lee's effort le.. I dun mean his gift for me.. But I saw wat he did for me.. Tis year de Valentine n CNY together.. Damn busy loh.. No time for a date with mR Lee.. Kinda disappointed.. Spend all of my time going around visiting my relatives hse today but at least I have sum profit loh.. Hahaha..

Let's see what we did in tis few days..
Friday, 2 days left to CNY.. Went woodlands loop's factory with mR Lee, my mum 'n' 1 of my cousin and her son.. Went there as my mum 'n' mil nid chicken, duck 'n' etc for pray on CNY eve. Got pissed off with e humps over there which scratched my car's bottom..

Arrghhh!! No matter hw slow I drive over e humps, I still get my car's bottom scratched !! Perhaps, mR Lee is too heavy liao.. Hehe..

Saturaday, CNY Eve.. mR Lee and me planned to go shoppin in the afternoon for his shoes n my top.. But we woke up too late le.. After deli-dali, we had our renuion lunch at my hse before going out and after our lunch, it's already 3++pm!! Our first stop is Bugis junction (BHG)which we reached there ard 4plus, browsing thru sum leather shoe but dun hv mR Lee's size and one of their staff there recommend him to go taka to look for a shoe brand 'Echo' but taka closing at 5pm!! We was like 'huh? 5pm ar ?? hw to rush there in time?' but we decided to go and try our luck.. Meantime, I got 2 new tops before proceeding to taka..

Reached Taka ard 5.15pm.. While we taking escalator, mR Lee suddenly say he dunno what present to get for me for valentines' day.. I say no nid, I also nv buy for him so he no nid to buy..
When we reached level 1, he ask me go LV see.. I say dun wan.. No money dun wan go..
But he say he wan go see see nia.. So ask me go inside.. Den I follow him loh.. First time see LV outside have to Q.. But veri fast we got in liao.. When we are browsing thru, mR Lee asked me which one I wrote inside blog den I point e display loh.. He asked e sales person to take a new piece and paid for it.. Felt so shocked 'n' happy. Haha..

After buying, mR Lee faster ask me change bag.. I felt abit 不舍得 to use.. Haha..
He say for my CNY cn bring to 拜年 de.. Like ask me bring out show off sia.. Kns man..

Striaght after that we went his hse for renuion dinner.. I had sum gamble with his mum,dad 'n' e 2brothers.. His mum win almost $100 with bet of $2 leh.. mR Lee fell aslp while I was continue entertainig his mum 'n' dad.. s0 tired n sleepy bt still hv to 守睡..

Sunday, Chinese New Year ! Wake up mR Lee to go hm Zzzz at 7am as we plan to go 拜年 at 11am.. @ least I cn slp few hours.. But as what i predicted I cnt wake up in time and yet sleep til 4pm++.. *Yawn* Visited my aunties and uncles hse from 6pm++ to 10pm++.. After that, my dad suggested to go 财神庙..


And we reached 财神庙it's ard 11plus le.. Didnt gt e chance to pray as I 不方便..
s0 me 'n' mR Lee sit ard while waiting for my parents..


*Yawn* s0 tired n sleepy after reaching home.. And mR Lee doze off after finish Mac..
s0 shiok.. I still hv to jaga my facebook.. Haha..
Hmm.. I tink tat's all for tonite.. Zzzz soon.. Gd nite !!



Wednesday, 10 February 2010
8:31 pm

4days left to Chinese New Year 2010 & Valentines' Day.. So busy packing my room and washing clothes tis week.. Still short of 1 top for new year but no time to go shopping.. mR Lee say bringin me out for shoppin tml bt dunno cn make it anot.. As he always so late den finish work and not confirm de.. Later all shop close again.. Haiz.. Not much hope lah..

Tml will be a busy day again.. Afternoon, have to send my dog to c vet. Next, to complete my Valentines' Day present for mR Lee.. Last but nt least.....mY prawning session!! Hope mR Lee can bring me tml as last week he cnt make it.. Haha..

Hmm.. Tink tat's all for 2day le bah.. Still have to finish doing my thing le.. bYe bYe !!



Monday, 8 February 2010
1:53 pm

As I expected.. He treated me well tis weekend.. But how long will it last to the next quarrel ?? I bet 1 month bah..

Saturday, staying home the whole day buT mR Lee went sT. James with his secondary schoolmate after working.. I didn't follow.. I had liquor allegy which I found out at the third drinking session.. Haha.. This time I let him go alone.. Did I make a wrong decision ?? His friends were asking him tat why didn't I follow and his reply was 'she not feeling well'.. wah kao! like tat say like telling ppl i pregnant sia.. And I'm NOT !! After sending the b'day boy home, he fall aslp inside the car for 1hr plus leh.. I call him til like hell loh.. From 3am++ cal til he wake up ard 5am++.. Drivers shld know rite ?? DO NOT fall aslp inside car !! cos it is veri dangerous.. You mite juz wun wake up anymore.. If really cnt make it, den wind down ur window abit to let fresh air in before you start to Zzzz.. Luckily mR Lee manage to wake up to pick up my call and reached home ard 6am.



He promised me to tk me out @ 9am on Sunday, but never.. By the time he woke up, it's already 1.35pm and after deli-dali, we only manage to get out of my house at 4plus.. Went shopping at IMM and CWP. I bought a dress and elmo slipper when mR Lee bought 2 tees.. Tot of buying shoe but dun have his size.. =( His leg too big le!!








Bought this shoe in Jb last week.. Haha.. High bah ?? Heel lenght 4.5inch !! Aaahhh..

After shopping in IMM n CWP, we went straight to his hse.. After chit chatting, we went mustafa to shop for mR Lee's bottom.. Haha.. See until I faint ar.. So messy.. But at last he bought a Levis Jeans for $109.90 and I also bought one jeans but cost only$20.90.. Hahah.. So much difference hor.. But lao gong nv bought mani expensive things mah.. So want him to pamper himself more.. =) Shag after reaching home at 5 tis morning.. mR Lee only got to slp 3 hrs and go work.. So kelian hor ?? Come home muz sayang sayang him liao.. Hehe..

That's all for 2day!! I need to go in JB polish car liao.. bYe bYe..



Thursday, 4 February 2010
10:37 pm

Hate u always say later n later n later !! Only once a week u also cnt make it to cum bk early !! Tired of waiting n waiting n waiting !!

6 days x 24hr = 144hrs/week n u had been @ least 18 hrs/day x 6days =108hrs not at hm wat u expect me to react ?? Minus ur slping time for each day (approx 5hr/day x 6days =30hrs)..

So, let's see how much time do u left for me!!
144hrs(6days) - 108hrs(wrking) - 30hrs(slping) =Time u accompany each 6days is.... 6HRS !!!!!!!!!! even i add a full day of sunday exclude ur slping hr is 30hrs only.. And ur average time accompanied me for each day is 4.3hrs.. So, out of each month (24hrs x 30days) 720hrs, i only (4.3hrs x 30days)129hrs wif u.. And what are u trying to tell me is tat u cn't even spare me 1/4 time of urs per mth??

I understand tat u r wrking hard for our future.. But do u noe?? A MARRIAGE CAN'T ONLY DEPEND ON ONE PERSON !! MONEY IS IMPORTANT BUT WHAT ABOUT FEELINGS ?? TO YOU, A MARRIAGE CAN'T CONTINUE WITHOUT FEELINGS OR MONEY ?? I can only tell u that, a good life in a marriage is good. But when there is no feelings in a marriage, it's only a paper and telling you that it's the time to say goodbye..

Forget about telling me those sweet talks after hurting.. It doesn't heals anymore..
Forget about telling me that you will change.. When u nv did it for long..
Stop saying 'For our future' as excuse.. I'm sick n tired of it..
Stop promising me things that u cnt do

每一天的我,是用寂寞来过的。。眼泪陪着我度过每一个没有你的时候。。
电视能让我看,但不会陪我说话。。电话那头的你,只用‘忙’来打发我。。
时间一分一秒的过,生命一分一秒的减少。。
如果能陪你的时间不多,你会不会比较珍惜??
如果有一天你累了,觉得负担不再幸福了,请跟我说。。
如果说钱对你来说很重要,那我会想把我和你剩下的时间换成钱给你。。
或许这样你会觉得比较幸福吧。。



Tuesday, 2 February 2010
2:07 am

An0ther b0ring m0ndaY.. Starting daY of the week is the most b0ring daY.. 13daYs to Valentines' Day le.. sTill dunno wat to buy foR mR Lee.. Browsing thru internet the whole day but see nthing special.. Haiyo..

Wanted to recommand a song ‘黄小虎-没那么简单’love e Lyrics so much.. A song that let me burst into tears.. Haha..
(Lyrics From www.haoting.com)
没那么简单 就能找到聊得来的伴 尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍 谁抹杀了我的浪漫
没那么简单 就能去爱 别的全不看 变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一种也习惯 不用担心谁 也不用被谁管 感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己 别人说的话随便听一听 自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪 一杯红酒配电影 在周末晚上 关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里 相爱没有那么容易 每个人有他的脾气 过了爱做梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静 幸福没有那么容易 才会特别让人着迷 什么都不懂得年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经..

That's all 2nite.. Gd nite.. ZzzzZ..



Monday, 1 February 2010
3:46 am

Went bishan prawning on Saturday luck not bad.. Gt 36 prawn in 3hr.. Should have catch more loh.. In the last hour got slow down after a guy came to sit beside us.. I suspect he is our '克星'.. Haha.. He damn lucky loh.. Saw the way he catch like veri stupid but he still can catch so mani.. He can catch at least one in 5mins.. So angry..
At the end of our ending hour, saw 'Ah Wang' the shop's dog came to sit beside me.. She looked so pretty hor ? Her fur so nice especially at her ear there.. Veri smart dog also..

She like noe that I taking photo of her.. So photogenic & cute isn't she?? Saw her kids but didnt manage to take photos of them.. Perhaps next time bah..

After prawning, went supper with mR Lee reached home around 5am liao.. After setting dwn to slp is abt 6am.. And woke up at 11am to cook lunch.. *Yawn* Damn tired loh.. Like sleep walking to cook like tat.. Haha.. But luckily got my mum to help.. Or else confirm all 'Chao Ta' de loh.. So envy mR Lee.. Can slp til late afternoon.. Woke up got things to eat immediately.. Although I juz woke up.. But still so tired.. So tat's all for 2day.. Got to get back to Zzzz liao.. Nite Nite.. Opps! Should be gd morning!!